Günün her anında kafamda kendimin ya da hayatımdaki herhangi bir şeyin farklı versiyonlarını görüyorum. Ya içimde çok fazla kişilik var ya da içimdeki tekliği fazla bölüyorum? Birinin aynı anda farklı karakterlerde olması mümkün mü? Mesela bir gün aşırı mursamaz olup, "Tamam ben sanırım hep 

“I guess when I close my eyes I see too many versions of me. There’s too much me to be in one person. Is it possible for a person to be everything all at once? I think it would be quite contradictory, wouldn’t it?” 

“I disappear a lot, it’s getting easier. I fade into the background, keep my mouth pressed into a tight line, try to pretend that no one can even see me. I know there’s better ways to spend my time, but lately, I prefer making myself disappear. If you wanna see a magic trick, keep your eyes wide open, I’m about to vanish. ”

“Waking up everyday to the fact that there’s no one else to save me. That I’m my own responsibility. If I’m bleeding, the choice of curing myself or letting myself to die is completely mine to make. I fix my damages. I tell myself that everything will be okay. I keep myself busy and get distracted for the sake of my sanity. No one is here. And there aren’t any signs to tell me if there will ever be anyone here.”

“I’m not fascinated by people who smile all the time. What I find interesting is the way people look when they are lost in thought, when their face becomes angry or serious, when they bite their lip, the way they glance, the way they look down when they walk, when they are alone and smoking a cigarette, when they smirk, the way they half smile, the way they try and hold back tears, the way when their face says they want to say something but can’t, the way they look at someone they want or love… I love the way people look when they do these things. It’s… beautiful.”